I picked up my wife from the airport today and we immediately had great sex when we got home. She told me more in depth about her process in having sex with this new guy.
In 15 years of being married, my wife has never had sex outside of our marriage. This was the first time, and it was a big evolution in her spiritual practice to get to a place where she could do that.
Even in open relationships, she has only ever had sex in a committed relationship. And she made a point where she wanted to be open to having sex that wasn’t in a committed relationship.
So she chose a guy who she was attracted to but that wasn’t relationship material. a guy who had dark energy, who is a playboy and bounces from girl to girl and who has issues with commitment. This type of man is someone who my wife is repulsed by.
So she had a push and pull feeling with him throughout the week, but she wanted to go for it. She had lots of self-judgment about what she was doing, judgments about the guy she was going to fuck.
She prayed all night beforehand to see if she should still go through with it. And she had sex with him the following morning. She said this was a big part of her evolution at the course
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