What a week. I took my wife’s boobs to a week long tantra course to work on our sex life because it’s been suffering for 11 years, basically our entire marriage. Up until last week, I didn’t really want my wife sexually because she has never really wanted me. She’s never shown much sexual attraction to me and I’ve felt it.
Nor has she had much sex drive in the last 5 years since having kids. But at this course she really reclaimed her sexual energy. She reclaimed her feminine too and saw how much she operated in the masculine for so many years.
But the two craziest parts is that she feels like part of her spiritual path moving forward is to embrace polyamory as it helps her to de-identify from concepts and ideas about her identity. This course brought her to question what being a good person means and many other things.
Now she wants to keep going to these courses. Prior to this course my wife was very monogamous, conservative sexually and such. At this course there was a group orgy done in a spiritual way.
My wife was lying down naked while another guy straddled her and shoved his cock down her throat, all in the presence of others and while I was there watching too.
A day prior to that, she never would have considered such a thing. She basically did it to push up against all of her boundaries and self-identities. I love that my wife is now focused on sex more, embracing her feminity and inadvertently making my fantasies come true.
I honestly have no idea who this person is now. I’ve never seen this side of her and didn’t know it existed. It’s new for her too. I have no idea what to think and I’m excited about all the pleasure and bliss moving forward.